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when you get the idea to run away…

You think of all the things you want to do, the places you want to go. You feel the freedom just thinking about running away from all your problems. The idea of being in a place where no one knows you, and you don’t know them. You are free from your past, and the miserable future that was awaiting you. The idea of running away is so enticing, so liberating, yet you don’t follow through. You don’t pursue the freedom you want to desperately. You don’t do any of the things you wanted to do, and you don’t go to any go to any of the places you wanted to go. You stay stuck, tied, and tethered to the place and time you are in. You will never run away. You will never have the guts to do it because you are scared shitless…